iron lung--*--optimistic--*--black star--*-- nice dream
bum
2:15 a.m.--*--2005-07-02
whiskey with two ice cubes

Sometimes it is hard for me to understand. Life is just different in the western world; or, perhaps, I am. Fretting is not one of my better characteristics, nor is it my style. I wish to be more simple and free-minded. But, the reality is that I am fragile, easily aware. On the other hand, I am slowly distancing myself from the small, narrow issues that often used to burden me. Now, I try to be logical. Yet, I am still me. If I look behind me, I know it is there. I want to make a smooth transition, therefore, it will be done without notice.